Monday, August 27, 2007

Riding the Wave

After getting into dead calm waters, I am now riding a wave. This wave can take me crashing into the rocks of great despair. . . . . . if I allow it to.

This wave gives me the opportunity to find out if I have learned my lessons from experience.

I am taking a new drug - Abilify - with the ususal mood stabilizer - Lamictal. I actually feel great today. I know that a part of this feeling is drug induced. I look forward to the day when I would no longer need any drug. . . . . . . to feel alright. Taking meds on a daily basis gets on my nerves sometimes. The feeling of having no choice at all on this aspect of my life leaves a funny feeling on the surface of my skin.

Anyway, I love this wave.

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