Now what?!

Today was the last day of enrollment at UP Mindanao. I needed to pay P7,000 to get enrolled.

I tried to raise the amount, but nada. My plan of finishing my Urban and Regional Planning Course by April of 2006 will not push through. I still have 12 hours to look for the amount.

I really do not know what tomorrow will bring.

I still have P60,000 in collectibles from various clients out there. But no one seems to have the ability to pay.]

Is some one playing a joke on me.

Oh, Really. I'm tired of these jokes.

After so long, I got myself to come back and do a little writing.

I got hit bad by my swings starting late September until now. It's really hitting me so bad. I have to commute this past few days because driving puts pedestrians in possible danger from me.

My hand - eye coordination is so bad, I might hist someone or something on the road.

I'll try to write a much better blog tommorrow. I just wanted to restart this blog today.

back from the cold

it's been some time since i wrote something here.
i've had a life or what ever is left of it.
been "busy" pretending to be busy.

this time i think i'm in the dumps. feel like really going away this time.... for good.
no turning back.

but i feel so scared of hurting JED. he is all that I have now.

many things have happened, yet I'm just running so hard to stay in place.

i really do not know where i will be next week, or how i;ll ever get to where i want to go.